Eden High Series 2 Book 1 by Silver Jordan

Author:Silver, Jordan [Silver, Jordan]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2015-04-12T07:00:00+00:00

JARED

It feels like we’d barely got settled in here, before all hell broke loose. I didn’t even really have my bearings as yet, so to speak. There was too much going on too fast, and that was before my sister got herself almost killed and the girl I suspected of having something to do with it ended up in the hospital.

I was just starting to relax my guard a little, testing my feet in unchartered waters, and now this. I looked down at the phone in my hand.

If I make this call it’s gonna change a lot of things, so I had to be sure. The reason for my hesitance was so dumb though, but still I had to be sure.

Back in my last school it had been harder, but here in a new place with no past judgments to live down, it felt like it was okay.

That’s what was bothering me though; the fact that I even had to think like that. I should be able to love who I want to love without having to worry about living down a stigma. And I shouldn’t be such a prick that I’d let it stop me before.

But to be fair she was the first one to make me feel like she was worth taking that final plunge for. It shouldn’t matter that she wasn’t a size four or whatever the in thing was these days. No more than it should’ve mattered when I first realized that I was attracted to women with more curves than most.

I don’t even know the correct term to use, since I don’t see her any differently to anyone else.

To me she’s just beautiful, but back home the school’s head jock couldn’t be caught dead with anyone other than one of the cheerleaders or their ilk.

For the last year and a half I hadn’t dated anyone because it was getting harder and harder to pretend. But I wasn’t ready to date any of the heavier girls in school either because of fear of what others might say.

Now I’m sitting here kicking my own ass for being such an asshole. I felt like I had to share that part of me with Belle before we went any farther. I don’t know why, but somehow I felt I needed her forgiveness for being so weak back then.

Seeing her, hearing her, watching her these past few weeks, I’ve learned just what it’s like for girls like her, who don’t fit in with the norm, especially here in Hollywood, skeleton central.

Her strength amazes me. I guess that’s why I felt like she was the one. Because I have the feeling that if I’m gonna catch shit for dating her, then she might be on the receiving end of some of that negative shit too.

The thought of that shit happening fills me with rage, and I know I have to protect her, because as full of lip as she is, my baby has a marshmallow core.

My baby, she’d probably kick my ass if she knew that’s how I think of her.

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